[talk] I'm sad because I'm so busy with my current life that I neglect my fandom.

Since the beginning of this year, I've been really into idols for the first time in my life, and I was so into them that I even bought their goods and albums... But recently, I've been so busy with quitting my job, moving, and other interpersonal issues that I've missed all the live broadcasts ㅜㅜ

I miss the weekly live broadcasts, so I can't keep up with the progress, I put everything off, and I feel like I'm losing motivation...

I want to be a passionate fan for a long time like other fans, but I feel a little disappointed in myself.

Because of this, I don't even have the face to meet people I actually know.... Am I being too strict??? I'm curious about how other people feel when they're fangirling~