[Complete] [Seventeen Dokyeom's Bing-ui-geul] It's Our First Time, So Episode 1

✎ Author: Iyaho

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This article mentions a non-existent disease. Please do not misunderstand as this is not true.

 

 

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Do people know that dog-like feeling of having an incurable disease?

 

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That fucking disease I'm talking about

 

It's 'Srock'. It's a disease that slowly and gradually drives people into darkness and kills them, and the sight of them dying is very gruesome.

 

And this disease affects 1% of the population, which means 1 in 100 people. What's even more cruel is that this disease only affects newborns, that is, babies.

 

But out of all those newborns, why did it have to be me?

 

The opportunity given to me by my parents who never gave up on me, I don't like this opportunity

 

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I already have a timid personality, but I started living even more quietly.

 

I never made a single close friend throughout my six years of elementary school.

 

“Mom… I don’t want to go to school…”

 

“Why is school bullying someone?”

 

"no…"

 

I wish it were so. I wish someone was bullying me and that's why I don't want to go to school.

 

If it's just because you don't have any friends, then the reason is even more ridiculous.

 

My mother didn't listen to my story in detail because she was busy with work, but my parents were the only people I could rely on.

 

Although I relied on my parents, I had no one by my side.

 

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I lived without even a little hope, and depression came too late.

 

Depression should have come to me sooner.

No, I already got here, but maybe I just realized it too late because I was pressed for time?

 

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Taking medicine without thinking, running out of time thinking I won't live long, what have I been living for?

 

I had no one to contact, so I just stared at my Xtalk screen and then I realized

 

I am an idiot.

 

I realized this more painfully through my lonely social life. I am a fucking idiot.

 

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And now I

 

At the age of 24, at that beautiful age, I fell like a flower.

 

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Maybe it was because of the suddenly chilly weather, or maybe it was because of my relationships that had become even colder, but when my immune system couldn't hold out and I started collapsing like dominoes,

 

An opportunity and an ending have come to me.

 

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“Patient Gil A-won, please come into the examination room.”

 

"yes"

 

Awon's voice echoed in the quiet hospital.

 

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“You’re here again? I guess you’ve been sick a lot lately.”

 

“Yes, is it because the weather is getting cold? I get sick often.”

 

I lost to the weather again.

 

That damn weather made me so miserable every time it changed

 

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This time last year

 

“Patient, please dress warmly. Your already sick body will get sicker. Please take your medicine properly.”

 

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Back to the present

 

“I’ll do a detailed examination today.”

 

"all right"

 

The doctor, who knew about Awon's illness, was worried and performed a detailed examination on Awon.

 

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Awon came out wearing a prosecutor's uniform.

 

And in a tense atmosphere, Awon's examination began.

 

Awon had been going to this hospital for a long time, and because she had a serious incurable disease that couldn't be treated, she was able to receive the test results quickly.

 

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After seeing the test results, the doctor was silent for a long time.

 

Awon also noticed the mood and prepared himself mentally.

 

“Ah… Patient, unfortunately, I think it would be better for you to prepare yourself mentally now.”

 

Yeah, maybe it's a good thing. It's a good chance to leave this world that's worse than hell.

 

“I had expected this since last year, but the situation has gotten worse.”

 

“Oh… how bad could it have gotten?”

 

“Currently, from what I see, it looks like at most one year left, at least six months left.”

 

It was difficult for Awon, who had already prepared herself mentally, to accept it.

 

Clearly I hate this world... Is it because I still have regrets?

 

“You can’t buy it, right..?”

 

The doctor nodded silently and said nothing.

 

“Thank you.. I’ll go”

 

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The terminal sentence I've always envisioned wasn't as grand as I thought.

 

My life began to come to an end with just one word from the doctor.

 

“Mom, I’m going now.”

 

For some reason, today I thought more about my parents from two years ago.

 

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